decisions decisions

Six months pregnant!, I think its JUST starting to hit me that I'm having a baby since I can see my belly now.. but now I feel like really nervous from time to time, is this normal?... I'm nervous about labor, about being a good mom, about being able to provide for my baby, about the dangers out there. I almost feel panicky when I think about it.  Oh well...

I really like these 2 crib bedding sets, but I can't decide which one to get. One of them is neutral (which I like) and the other one is more gender specific. I'm leaning more towards the neutral (Choice A), I don't like too many bright colors, too much going on, and plus I could use the neutral again if I ever have a girl :P I don't know, what do y'all think?

Choice A

Choice B

I really want to go shopping, I love to buy new clothes and feel that now that I have a pregnant belly I can be a little less self-conscious because people know I'm pregnant and not just FAT lol. I think many times pregnant women don't try to look their best and use pregnancy as an excuse to be lazy, get fat, and look like a bum, living in their stretchy/pj pants all day... eww.. not me! I refuse! At the same time, I know I need to save money :/

P.S. Does anyone else think paypal and ebay suck? I think they charge wayyyyy too much for their services and most of the time they have crappy customer service *sigh* If I had other choices I would totally not use them  :/