I been really disappointed and mad at the whole situation, but I can't deny that I do miss him. Why do guys mess things up? why can't they be like us (me) just loyal? He says he loves me and wants to be with me, but I dont feel that's true... if this was true, then why does he do the things he does? Actions speak louder than words, and his actions are speaking just a bit louder than his words. I know that I can get through this, I've been through much worse shit before. It sucks though. It makes me really sad and it just sucks that I'd have to go through this kinda shit again.
The only thing that made me a little happy today is that everything is looking good for me to be able to transfer to a university and continue the second half of my degree plan, and if everything goes as planned, I could graduate in Fall 2012 :) that would be awesome!
I hope everything works out.
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