I got sad, really sad. I wanted to spend some quality time with my bf and again, it didn't happen. I talked to him on the phone and told him what happened with my mom, and the fact that it didn't seem like a big deal to him made it even worse.
He wanted me to go over anyway, with the baby but I was just so frustrated and said.. "what for?.. we're not gonna be able to do anything (watch a movie, etc.) with the baby." He even said he would come over instead if I wanted to, but I said no and kinda hung up on him. I know I shouldn't have but I was just in a really bad mood and fed up with everything.
Three hours later, my mom finally asked if I was going to go somewhere... yeah, at 10 at fucking night.. what for now? its too fucking late. I was just like fuck off mom, seriously!
This morning I finally started talking to her again. I told her to take Austin to the pediatrician for me because he's been constipated. I have my own doctor's appt. today aswell... ughh.. I do not feel like going AT ALL. I'm drained. I want to sleep, relax, just do nothing for at least 2 days... *sigh*
On a "good" note, I'm down to 121 lbs, 2 lbs less than my previous weigh-in. yay?...... :(
I hope things get better for you lovely.
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