My boyfriend came over last night to hangout and spend the night. At some point I just got really emotional, I said "I think I'm getting depressed," and just started crying on his shoulder. He asked me why but I didn't know exactly why, I think its a combination of alot of things.
I worry that he'll not like me anymore now that I'm huge and getting even bigger :/ I'm worried about him getting tired of me not wanting to have sex as much anymore. I just don't feel pretty or in the mood to do it lately, maybe its hormones, maybe its the fact that, how can someone get in the mood if you feel so bad about the way you currently look? *sigh*
Maybe I'm just being paranoid and stressing for nothing, I dont know, but it sucks! :(
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