3 times a charm?

last night i found out that during the time that i asked my bf for a 'break,' he didn't waste any time and 'met' a girl at one of his gigs (he plays guitar in a band). Apparently the stupid hoe was checking him out, and the singer of the band told my bf "hey dude, she's checking you out, why don't you go talk to her and get her number." Ughh.. fucking deuchebag!!! This piece of shit knows he is with someone, with ME, and knows that I'm having a fucking kid with him.

He "didn't want to get her number" or so he says, bullshit! She came out of the restroom and (my now ex bf) talked to her. He says that SHE asked him for the number and that he hesitated (bullshit) but gave her the number anyway. Awww, poor baby, someone must have put a gun to his head and made him give this bitch his number. He says he felt bad after but yet HE called her 3 times... fucking hypocrite he is, I swear!

They texted. So she finally answers and he says he just talked to her that one time and it was just to tell her that he didn't want to talk to her anymore, that he was on a break with his gf and was trying to work things out and that he was expecting a child with her, me.


It's like.... are you fucking serious???.. who fucking says "hey i'm just calling you to say i dont want to talk to you anymore" if supposely you've NEVER talked to her on the phone before??? That's contradicting yourself, and I know its all bullshit. But then again, why should it surpise me.

He said that the last 2 times they played at gigs, the singer of his band had been saying to the audience that art(my now ex bf) was single. What the fuck?... He didn't like that, he says, he "didn't want anyone thinking he was single".. yet he never told the piece of shit lead singer not to say that and GOT a fucking girl's number.He said he dind't text her for a few days then texted and talked on the phone.

I wouldn't be surprised if this happened even BEFORE i asked him for the break, which means he technically was still with me.He assured me that he had cut all communication with this bitch about 2 days before I found out... probably not even true. 

Now ofcourse, he is telling me that he wants another chance and only wants to be with me.. how many chances does he fucking want?...