These are just a few.

So a few unfortunate things have happened since my last post... these are just a few.

-I was pregnant. The crappiest part about it was feeling emotional, I hated it.
-notice I said was.
-I lost the baby.
-I just recently had to have a DNC done.
-It sucked.
-Haven't felt as emotionally drained and shitty in a long time.
-I dont know if my body is still going through changes, but I havent't felt 100% since.
-I've been missing work alot lately, which is something I would hate to loose right now...
-I NEED my job
-I can kinda see some light at the end of the tunnel...
-but its barely zipping through.

In a completely different note o__O I decided to make myself a cup of coffee today, what's the big deal you ask? Well, I used to drink alot of coffee before I got pregnant, and then one day I just simply couldn't even think about taking a zip of coffee without making a "yuck" face.

The problem was that I didn't seem to have coffee filters, I looked everywhere and I'm sure my mom threw them away.. ughh!... I got this "brilliant" idea to look up online if there was something I could use "homemade" as a coffee filter lol.. suprise surprise, a simple paper towel seems to have done the trick!

Thank god for the internet! (and for the roll of paper towels I had) :P