I didn't really understand what they meant by that until I started to grow up and become responsible for my own decisions. Sometimes we make mistakes that we do not know how to take back. I've made so many, but that's life.... right??..
Its funny how I think that we 'waste' alot of time with stupid things; grudges, arguments, getting mad at the people we care about and for what?.. for stupid reasons. But then I think, that IS part of life, we're not perfect. Learning from them is probably the best thing you can get out of it.
On a completely different subject. This weekend was fun. I got to hangout with friends, listen to music, have a few drinks. I drank a little too much actually. I got home and apparently me and this new friend passed out outside my house for a couple of hours.. lol.. I don't even remember how that happened.. not good. Reminds me of old times when I used to party like 3 times a week lol. damn those were the days. I'm not really into that anymore.. its more like.. once in a while. Other than that, I prefer to hangout and chill with friends and have a good time not getting too 'crazy.'
The 22nd of this month is going to be my dad's 3rd year since he passed away. They played the song "Hurt" by Christina Aguilera last night while I was driving home and it reminds me of him with what she says.
I feel I am soooooo strong for being able to keep all my emotions under 'control'.. I need to be. Ive cried but when I absolutely can't hold it; and I hate it, but then I feel a little better, so I guess they are right when they say 'it helps' to let your emotions take over, sometimes. R.I.P. dad, I'll remember all the good things you taught me, always.
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