fatter than I've been...

in a long time :( I'm currently about 130 fucking lbs. I am NOT pregnant!! so there is no excuse for me to be this fucking big *sigh*... I just can't seem to be able to eat healthier and smaller portions of food and I can't get myself to workout... :/ if anyone has ANY GOOD suggestions/tips, send them my way! :(

planning

My son's first birthday is coming SOON! less than 2 weeks. I need to start planning his party and buying stuff for it! ahh!! can't believe he'll be one year old! I think I want to have another baby soon, that way they grow up together and keep eachother company :) Then a few years later perhaps have another 2 :P heh I don't know, we'll see but I think that would be nice.

whaaddaap!

Sooo I obviously haven't updated in a while. I thought I'd post the last post of 2011, probably.

Let's see...
Well, I've gained soo much weight, sadly. I'm about 129 lbs. :(
I don't know if anyone knew but I'm living at my bf's now.
Yes, with both his parents...
but its fine, they are both very nice and have been great to me. :)
My son is growing super fast :)
He is going to be ONE year old in Jan.
He can take a few steps already but he much rather crawl hehe.. lazy poo.
Everyone says he looks so much like me
I think boys usually look more like their moms and girls like their dads.
I want to have another baby soon :P
I've been "couponing" lol and have gotten alot of great deals and even FREE items!
It's awesome!
I do it here and there, whenever I make time for it... it's not like I'm an "extreme couponer" like the peeps on the show lol.
Happy Holidays!

stupid diet!

I've been dieting and working out every fucking day for the past 2 weeks and have only dropped 2 freaking pounds!! Fuck this! I'm gonna stop working out 'cus its annoying and just stick to more strict dieting. grrr!

My beautiful son just turned 9 months this past Thursday. It is an amazing feeling to be a mother. I could have never imagined how much joy fun and LOVE my child would bring me. I remember wondering what he would look like.. I could have never imagined such a handsome little boy. I learn something new from him everyday, I see him grow, I see him do little funny things and do little funny sounds, he tries to imitate me :) I love my boy more than anything in this world. <3<3<3